Saturday, February 16, 2008

NEW BLOG FINALLY!!!!!!!

Here is your late xmas present cassie a new blog!!!!


1/5/08
So today i went to mayra's 15... it was different considering i hav never been to one before but it was pretty fun. Tracy and Kim forced me to dance... i didnt realy dance it was more like side stepping with rythym... yeah i went with diney she didnt really dance either but whatever it was still fun. It was good to see mayra again becuase we havent seen her in a while but yup...



so my trip to the atl. was interesting it was alot better then expected... I got to see my entire family again which was good considering that i havent seen them all together in about 2 years but yeah... So yall did santa give you everythign you wanted and more??? Well santa gave me a digital camera which made me happy... i dont knwo why but i feel like putting a whole bunch of negative stuff but im not in a bad mood but for some reason i feel like it but i wont, i dont want to ruin yalls days as well... but yup its off to bed... tomorrow i NEED to do my homework... i havent even started and i have a but load of spainsh to do and i really dont understand any of it at all... but i dont care... i have to do it though!!! NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!!!!!! okay bye yalll!


I love you all














1/19/08
So i woke up in a good mood, to have it slaughtered by my family... yeah thanks... so then i went to mock trial, ithought i new my questions but then again they were changed... yeah thanks... then we went to chilies it was fun, got to hang out with the buds but at the same time i was angry and i didnt really have a reason to be... my mom met us a chilies and i was foreced against my will to go car shopping, which i keep telling my mom that we need a van but nobody freaking listens to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now i am just really mad and people are pissing me off soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking muchand people need to STOP making up crap just to get attention one day they are going to realize that NOBODY CARES...


From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left






(note i was feeling extreamly emo at the time but everything got better)












1/21/08
So yeah i want to post a new blog considering the last ones havent really been blogs mostly me conplaining about my life, but then again isnt that what a blog is anyway? So we took finals!! whoo lovely finals so let me walk you through my finals
1. 1st period Geomontry: It just astonishes me that some very intelegent people will let people walk over him like that, i mean the test was pretty loud, people were talking during the test which acorrding to my understanding is against teh rules, but scinice when to obnoxious people follow rules, it was loud in thta class for the most part, i mean not screaming but people talking during the test comeon now! but yeah i thought the test was fairly easy w/ the exception of some hard ones but it really could have been alot worse
2. 2nd Peroid English: This test was mainly common sense i mean people read the passage and answer the questions, they can only make those tests so hard! But i do think that there were some questions where they litterly had two answer choices that were the same just with different wording...
3. 3rd Peroid Theater: Easy, all i have to say... but really who gives a flying crap about hamlet?
4. 4th Peroid AP Human Geography: This test was farily easy for being an AP test but yeah
5. 5th Peroid Biolgy: HAHAHAHAHA I HATED THIS TEST WITH AN EVERLASTING PASSION!!!!! I WANTED IT TO BURN AND DIE
6. 6th Peroid Spanish: Hah nobody told me that spanish 1 stuff was goign to be on here, but yeah easy
7. 7th peroid health: It didnt really suck as much as it could have, but ther were some questions that did kindove suck but it was still pretty easy.

so we had a 5 hour play rehersal the other day and it really was tireing... Well considering the fact that i had to sit on a 12 inch by 12 inch box taking notes on which lights go where for 5 hours, but i got some free pizza out of it, and free pizza makes everything better, but i think this play is going to be really really really cool once everything is said and done, i mean like really cool but in a creepy way considering you would be admited as crazy if the play made sense to you, but yeah...
So after play rehersal ms. glibert let me play around w/ the light board in the 5ft by 5ft cube of a room (im not even kidding its TINY!!! and HOT IN THERE!!!!) but yeah you find interesting things in the light booth like about 5 ID badges and im not even kidding! but yeah were goign to start the play out with some really weird trance music by Lamb an english trance group and the song is called B-Line if anyone is interested and with that music I'm going to put a slower strobe light effect with the clored lights like, green, red, blue but yes alot of colors and flashing and whatnot but yeah cool
after that i went to babysit, once again unapprciated by Kim and Chuck, i just cant stand the whole thing going on with their kids any longer, i mean if your goign to adopt kids at least show them the same love as the other kids! For the love of god. (keep in mind i also went over there for about 10 hours on sunday)













2/3/08
I feel like im wating for something to happen. but for some reason i feel like it has, but i am just not there for it... i feel like im longing for somethign and i really dont know what or why. I just feel like i need change like some refeshing... a little change never hurt anyone right? So this week was interesting but extreamly tiring! Full of homework and drama, that i wasnt invloved with but it bugs me when i see drama happening, i just feel like if people wernt os judgemental then this drama wouldt happen. I remember specifally i used to really dislike this girl we were never best friends but okay friends, i had a friend who also used to really not like her either, but now their friends and it bugs me, like something is out of the flow that it needs to be. Mabey its the circle of life, i dont know but i dont like change yet i want it? How crazy do i sound? So i got a chance to talk to alot of differnt people this week and it felt slightly refreshing like somethign that i needed to do, i payed old debts and got to talk to people that i felt like i needed to. Speeking of change the other day we had a conversation in theater (i dont know if it is a conversation or more us just stating random facts about ourself) but it was slightly about religion, and i was talking about how much i am starting to feel grown away from my church and then we talked about how some people dont belive in god. For the first time in a while i admited the truth to myself, im not really sure if i belive in god, mabey im just sick of people force feeding me information all the time and kindove making me belive it, its like i never even had a say in it. But i finally admited to myself and to other people that im not sure all waht i do belive in god but i do belive in something, i just dont quite know what that is yet. So after that i had a big argument with my mom this morning over church and i told her how i felt and how i was sick of people forcefeeding me information, and she said that it is her job to do that, but shouldt it be up to me to make my own decisions? So she asked me if i wanted to go to church with my dad, i thought that we were going to his church but he said that he wanted to try out a new one. So we drove over to DBU (if you dont know its a local baptist university by my house) and we went to this little church, i dont know if you can call it that, but what it is, its basically a bunch of chirstans in one room who sing songs and then get people to speak about god, its jus tmy kind of church. People there were really real i mean i walked in there and i was greated automatically by nice collage students it was really cool, there wasnt more than 30 people there but still it was really cool, i liked it alot but i doubt that i will ever go there again becuase of my parents but i dont know. So i have been talking to alot of people that i havent talked to in a while and it was cool... but yup, i just hope that this is teh best week i have ever had this week. I need it and everyone else needs one just like i too...













2/4/08
from everyone... mabey i should just lock myself in my room for a weekend and boycott myspace and not eat.. would that be refreshing... i think it would... So yeah i know i posted a blog yesterday but still i just need to get stuff out. There is so much i want to tell people right now but i feel like i cant, but these people are the ones i love the most. It a very stretigic time in my life when i realize how many people i have given up on, and how many have possibly given up on me. I know how retarted that sounds, but the truth hurts. There are so many people that at one point i loved to absolute death but now i can barely have a conversation without ending up in a shouting match. Why is that, is it becuase the poeple that you love the most is the ones that you hurt the most. I honstly dont belive that. I belive that we have grown apart and it really pains me to realize this. There is this one person that i just used to love alot and we would hang out and talk all the time but now we blow up in each others faces just about everyday. Its gotten to the point that I avoid talking to them and i get excited whenever is sucuessfully avoid her. Why must i be so cold hearted. Now there are two people in my life who are very close to me and i am starting to favor one over the other (no you dingbats not friends at school someone that im close to though) i remeber a year ago whenever someone said something about one of the people i would blow up, i would go and see them and i wouldnt talk to them... now i look foward to going to see them, but the other one im getting fed up with alot. Why must EVERYTHING in my life change i mean why is this fair... Two years ago today this is where i was
1. My parents were still together
2. I enjoyed school
3. I loved the buliding we were in
4. I didnt play lacrosse and was proud about that
5. Was friends with a different crowd, most of which i dont talk to


i know it sounds like nothing has changed but everything just feels so topsy turvy.. i wasnt friends with any of my current friends, and i was a compleat bitch to anyone who looked at me the wrong way. Oh how times change... Why cant we go back to the times when everyone was friends where school was vacation, where teachers were our favroite, and we did everythign our parents said all the time without question. I want to go back to that place, i miss my old self... i miss some of my old friends... i miss living life for all its ment to be and holding back and being scared to go anywhere...

love all mucho














2/16/08
i went on wikipedia and typed in myspace and clicked on myspace fance... then it lead me to a french version of myspace but like all mystuff was the same... its weird... now its in german... but whatever... So sarah is offically going to come live with me probably starting on monday (no joke) either that or tomorrow... her mom is flying out on monday i think... I just hope everything works out okay. But yeah things are going to be cool but weird having another person in our house... trying to teach them how we do things here and how i live a very lackluster life doing abosultly nothing 100 percent of the time.. How sad is that? I saw juno again last night... It was even better the second time around becuase i caught so many more jokes than i did the first time around but my dad loved it, scott on the other hand HATED it, but i think its just beucase it wasnt produced by paramount pictures or fox... but yeah... So im sick again, well mabey not again but i think it might have just been a continuation of from when i was sick last week, except its worse today like i can barley talk, my head is congested yet i want to get out of the house... So me and calia might go see step up two next weekend... i hope we do i need to get out of the house and i have 10 bucks that has been burning a whole in my pocket for over a week. I know i waste my money but isnt that the point of having it anyways? I have a but load of bio homework to do tomorrow and i have to do my entire spanish project... but then agian i have ABSOLOUTLY NOTHING to do all day except go pick up sarah's stuff and her possibly come over here. But yeah.. Incase you have read my other blogs i am alot better now, i have posted and later deleated 7 or 8 blogs just venting and saying how mad i am about absoultly everyone, and now everything feels much better.. So nextweekend i have a highschool musical conflict (read and you'll see where im going with this) I have a MANDATORY one act play tech rehersal at white, while at the same time i have a lacrosse game and later at teh same time i have a rollerskating party with my advisory... see get how it is a highschool musical conflict cuz i have like 5 things going on at the same time? haha get it get it? no you dont... losers.... So now im goign to go back and finish watching hitch... have oodles of fun with the rest of your weekend!








CASSIE READ THIS!!!!! YOUR NEW BLOG LINK DOES NOT WORK!!! WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?????

Sunday, December 16, 2007

hey sweetie, how are you?

Sunday, December 09, 2007

so sweetie how are you???

so losers how is your day today? mine is fine so far... im uber happy i dyed my hair a pretty awsome shade of red today... it was between that and the orange that i dyed it this summer, but i like the red alot better. So i am uber happy becuase i got a new phone yesterday!! not only is it lime green, it takes pictures, and it has unlimited texting... thank the cell phone gods!!! you have no idea how escatic i was when i got it!!! so far i have sent of 150 texts... and i cant stop!!! lol but yeah... So i went with my brother to go see santa today and it was pretty cool, we got our pictures taken with him... santa told me that he liked my hair and asked what i watned for xmas, i told him i wanted world peace and then he asked if i also wanted a ban on guns and an end to global warming... santa's a good guy... well im off... talk to you later




Sunday, December 16, 2007



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so my beauties how are you? im fine thanks for asking... So yeah very very very long week... but imma just talk about my sucky friday okay? So i get to school on friday and i go up to retake my spanish test... so by the time i get up there i start feeling my pockets and i realize that my phone isnt in my pocket.. so i go to the office and they call the bus lot and find out that my phone is on the bus... so i only had 15 minuets to take my 45 mins retest but whatever... i almost passed the retest to!!! but since the highest you can get is 70 a 67 really isnt that bad but whatever so that also made me mad... then alot of my classes sucked that day... i found out that mr. young ended up betting on me for the student acution and ended up getting me and raven... thats pretty awsome in my oppinion... so at lunch ms. gilbert makes the annoucement of who made it for the one act play... i held my breath the entire time i was walking down to the audatoriam to find the results and i like couldnt breathe or anything i thought i was going to die... so of course what do you think happened when i got to the cast list... my name wasnt on there... i re-read it about 50 times and when i was on the verge or tears... but never to fear third paragraph down astric at the bottem thrid name to the left i was on there for the awsome part of..... lights!!! yes i am working the light board for the show... so im not in the show i jsut get to make them all look good, i think i am going to find a spot light so bright it will blind them all and all of the people who were to crappy to mae the show will end up taking over.... also sao li and sarah didnt make it either... srah was pissed sao li was fine... i have to admit i cried... mostly becuase i was disappointed in myself i mean people who i thought really sucked made pretty good parts so im over there thinking wow i must have really sucked like really really really bad if that happened... but whatever i am going to work the heck out of the lights... they will never have seen a person on lights as awsome as me!!!! boo yeah... So then it was all better this weekend cuz i spent hte night with sarah... it was pretty awsome... we got to walk a long way in 30 degree weather to go to starbucks... and me and sarah being retarted we got the coldest drinks that they had... were that cool... but yeah friday night sarah got her silver award for girl socuts so there was a girl scouts meeting that sicnce im not a girl scout it was a little bit akward and i spent the night at a persons house that i barley know and could really care less about but whatever i got my hair strigtened with an awsome strightener!!! yeah!!! then on saturday sao li came over to sarah's house at like 8 and we filmed our project... its quite funny if i do say so myself im a russian spy named vladmir or whatever its pretty fly... but yeah so we finished at like 10 and we had all of this spare time... we watched stupid movies and listened to music and then we walked to starbucks while freezing our butts off. and then ate yummy mexican food... we went to albertsons to do the movie rental red box thing where tehy have lke 1 dollar movies or wahtever and it was pretty sweet.... we got superbad... and let me just say... its superbad and you can inturpert that however you want... it was nasty nasty nasty but... well wow... but so then we went to tuesday morning and made sao li skip across the street it was interesting.. but yeah it was the first time sao li spent the night at a persons house and it wasnt as interestinga s the times when me and sarah are just over there or whatever... but yeah im tired now... i had to babysit the ungreatfull womans kids again... it pissed me off... she didnt even pay me or say thank you... she even offerec her mary kay crap as payment it made me mad... but yeah have an awsome last week of school lovers okay? have fun for me...

♥ i love you all more than you know








dude cassie you might come to georgia!!!! are you freaking serious!!!!! i really hope that yall do please please please!!!!!!! it will make the trip so much better!!! but come after teh 22 of december and before the 2 of january dont forget!!!!! details please



also i dyed my hair red its pretty awsome

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

lalalalala...

okay the only reason why i have one of these is for my cousin so yeah... im just going to post the blogs that i have been putting on myspace so here are the blogs that i have posted over the past month so my cousin can stop bugging me... ps i really really really hate this blog spot thing... its not what im used to... so yeah here it goes

11/18/07
Wow its been a while scince i posted one of these and i really have no reason to do so. But yeah christmas times a commin which makes everything hectic... this year im going to gerogia again, i dont know if i should be excited or not, i really do enjoy spending my christmas at home and newyears, and this year i am doing neithe, but at least i am at home for thanksgiving, which apparently i will be in dallas but im not going to have it at my house for some reason or another not that im turning down others hospitality. So today i went to church for the first time in 9 weeks, it was slightly dissapointing for the fact that two people noticted i was back and to the others i might as well not have come, i hate it when people are so caught up in their lives i mean at least once a week just take time off and enjoy the company of others, and i am not trying to pin point my church this is for everyone including most Americans. So yeah we had to give thanks for things today and yeah i realized how hard it to live without material things, even though every one who knows me knows how much i hate materialistic steriotypical people. So its thanksgiving break thank god, i get to just lay around for a week, i hoping to paint my room this week and faithy is gunna come and help... watch in six months im going to read back at this and laugh becuase my room still hasnt been painted. So i have spent my day watching old movies like pretty woman and what not and i forgot how good they really are, pretty woman is one of the best movies ever besides the fact its about a prosotute. So yeah i dont know if i said it yet but i am the freshman class historain for 07-08 which makes me very happy but its a bittersweet happiness because i was running against calaia... but yeah thats my rant for a while. I just need to blb every now and then. Happy thanksgiving yall and i hope that its better than the ones last year which i know several of yall did not enjoy (i hope i dont get sick this year) oh and have oodles of fun on your day after thanksgiving day sales!!!






11/21/07

So Turkey day is here well in two hours it will be here im kindove happy. So the entire hillbilly jamboree is here (for those of you whom dont know that is my dad's side of the family... but yeah... So tomorrow i get to do nothing but eat... which if you have seen a picture of me, is my favroite hobby. But yeah so i get to gain 10 pounds feel guilty and then conplain about how fat i am in lacrosse when im not running... yup oodles of fun. So today i was happy because i got to see hairspray again, which by far is the best movie in the entire god forsaken world!!! i think it has the best freaking ended in the entire world! but yeah... so im happy. And plus the parade is on, so i get to make fun of people who think that htey can lip sync when they cant so yeah lots and lots of fun. I kindove want school to start again which sounds really retarted but im sick of sitting here in this lazy daze that i have been in for the longest time. But yeah i probably should start on my AP Human Geo project which i know i am going to put off untill the last minuet like always but yeah... happy turkey day everyone and i hope that it is oodles of fun for yall!





11/24/07
So two days and our break is over, our long luxerious break... uh... but we soon have two weeks for xmas so yeah... Turkey day is over and the hillbilly jamboree has left yay... so the house is back thank god. So on friday morning i woke up at 3 in the morning to do all of the early morning shopping crap... we did pretty good if i do say so myself but still i dont understand the purpose of shopping for hours and hours. but then again i was uber happy becuase thsi is the first time i have gone shopping scince my brithday which made me really happy... but yeah... so like we were talking about the movie y tu mama tambien in AP Human Geo so im like dude i mean i say your mother to everything so lets check this out... that sounds like the freaking natstiest movie in the entire freaking world but oh well i dont have to watch it... I really should do my homework but i dont think any of it is due when we get back so yay for that... I was looking at different people's myspace and i found like 5 people who have a quote from Ms. Taylor kindove creepy. My mom and i went to At&t today to look at new phones and to switch over becuase verizion sucks but i dont think im going to get a new phone anytime soon not that anyone cares. I saw the Bee movie with my grandma and sam and it was alot better t han i thought it would.. and like i said earlier this week my room still has yet to be painted... but oh well... I am currently contiplanting weither or not i should go to the dance or if its just going to be a big waste of money like all of the other ones... yeah... talk later

Aligator ♥





11/27/07
lalalalala... i have no life... lalalala... so yeah yesterday i didnt go to school becuase i was throwing up and i hate missing school and normally i have to go to school even if im sick... but whatever so i almost got out of having to go today but i decided that it was worth going becuse i wanted to get my robot baby... oh boy was i wrong... So i mean the things i have a problem with the baby
1. it is not realistic
2. the cry is so freaking fake
3. little babies are much easier to entertain
4. the baby will go 2 hours witout crying and then cry every 10 minuets for an hour and a half whats up with that...
5. babies need much more than attention, buring, feeding and diaper changes... come on now people

things that im fine with
1. i am fine with te fact that i have a black baby everyone was giving me crap about it all day... just becuase yall are raciest dosent mean that i am
2. i am fine that i got a girl even though i wanted a boy
3. i am soooo happy that i dont have a partner becuase i do not want anyone else to mess with my baby but me
4. i am happy that i missed school yesterday or else i would have had the baby for 24 hours longer, and also i am happy that i got my baby when i did
5. im fine with the baby crying even if it does annoy the teachers...
6. the giggle sound that the baby makes after you take care of it makes you forgive it for being a brat....so yeah... thats my past couple of days... now the big problem is i brought the baby out to eat with us tonight and it got stared at!




12/1/07
yeah... so i gave up the robot baby yesterday... thank god... i mean i really didnt mind it... other than the fact that it woke me up every 20 mins but whatever... so i thought i was going to get to sleep in today... oh boy was i wrong... at 7:30 my mom woke me up so i could go babysit/help her friend with crap... it was so retarted i was over there from 8:30-5:10 it was redicilous... and i was just watching her kids... i got money out of it though... which is good... so yeah but i pretty much blew it all already... how sad is that? yeah so after we left my mom, brother and i all went to go see enchanted it was better than expected, except for one of the girls looked like nelly fertatdo to me and it bothered me... but yeah... it bothers me that this woman, my moms friend "wanted" to adopt these two kids so bad yet she is always conplaining about them? its kindove like what the hell, these kids have never had stability and now they are in a "stable" environment, yet both of their parents are always busy on the weekends and both work full time jobs... yeah... grrr... but yeah... i need to do homework... but i dont want to... i just feel like conplaining for lack of sleep






oh btw cassie your new hair.... its hott!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Blah blah blah

So yeah, i have no life... thus the reason i am posting this. Mostly i only got a blog is because my cousin has one so yeah oodles of fun. Well christmas time's a commin and i have absolutly no money to buy presents. I felt bad becuase i went christmas shopping with my grandma and my mom but i didnt have any money to buy them anything and they were buying my chirstmas presents... So yeah i wonder if this is any better than myspace? well waht could be worse... all i need is another electronical addiction i already have my ipod, ddr, myspace, movies, and this could be the next one... so im not going to get all deep in this becuase i really dont have anything deep to post, but dont get me wrong im not shallow. So yeah my moms best friend just adopted two new kids and its really stressing me out becuase she seems to almost not be happy that she has them. So yesterday my mom and i went over to her house to babysit her 4 kids while she and her husband went to put their dog down... very very very stressfull for me, becuase for all intensive purposes that was my dog, i have known that dog scince i was very little... but yeah... also my mom and i went to at&t to get new phones today, but we are not going to get them anytime soon apparently, i saw this really cool lime green slider phone but yeah i dont care... well i do but im sick of how materilistic people can be... tomorrow i have to go to my church again, now i remember a time wehn i looked foward to going to church and now becuase everyone is so stuck in their materilistic steriotypical ways which drives me crazzzzayyyyyyy... Yeah thanksgiving break is almost over grrr so now i have to go do oodles of homework... yup... adios

ali